"I just want to know if you think I should trust him."
"That's like asking if you should believe in God."
**
I know this feeling, and I hate this feeling. This is a feeling that has yet to end well. Worse, this is a feeling that I can't ever seem to learn anything from, despite getting beaten down with it over and over again.
I keep hoping that one day it's going to fucking work. Maybe this time will be different. Maybe because this time I still don't know if I want it to be different, it'll thusly be different, and I'll discover that's what I really want. Maybe the whole process only works when done in reverse.
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