Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Need anything? Milk...soda...a joint?

"I just want to know if you think I should trust him."
"That's like asking if you should believe in God."


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I know this feeling, and I hate this feeling.  This is a feeling that has yet to end well.  Worse, this is a feeling that I can't ever seem to learn anything from, despite getting beaten down with it over and over again.

I keep hoping that one day it's going to fucking work.  Maybe this time will be different.  Maybe because this time I still don't know if I want it to be different, it'll thusly be different, and I'll discover that's what I really want.  Maybe the whole process only works when done in reverse.

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